Serving Ray

Chapter 5

Sunday: The Last Day of the First Visit and a Greater Understanding 

Ray woke up early in the morning. Nancy was still sound asleep.  Looking at the clock, Ray saw it was only 5:30 a.m. and he knew Nancy would probably sleep until 7:00 or 7:30 if left alone.  He got up and quietly went into the bathroom to do his morning rituals.   Once he had completed them, he got dressed and went to the kitchen.  He started a pot of coffee and checked to see if the morning paper had been delivered.  It had not been so Ray sat at the table and thought about how this day should go.  He didn’t want to spend it all as the Master but knew that Nancy would be trying to get him into that role if he didn’t start there.  Once the coffee was done, Ray poured himself a cup and planned the morning.  Around 6:00 a.m. he heard the paper hit the door and went to retrieve it.  He then began to read the hefty Sunday morning paper. 

Nancy stirred and slowly began to wake up.  She groaned a little as she turned over.  She was stiff and sore from her exertions and the bondage Ray had placed her in the two prior days.  She finally opened her eyes and when she had adjusted to the bright daylight, realized that Ray had again gotten up before her.  She was embarrassed as she knew a good submissive would have gotten up before her Master and had coffee and breakfast well on the way before waking up her Master.   She rolled out of bed and headed for the bathroom.  Taking care of the morning necessities she turned on the shower and stepped under the hot water.  She let it beat down on her sore muscles until she felt them begin to loosen up.  She then quickly washed all over and stepped from the shower.  After drying herself off she headed for the kitchen and the wonderful aroma of coffee that was emanating from there. 

Upon entering the kitchen, Nancy saw Ray sitting at the kitchen counter reading the paper and sipping coffee.  She quietly went over to him and without thinking reached for a cup to pour some for herself. 

“What do you think you are doing Pet?” Ray asked.

Nancy stopped mid reach and quickly realized what she was supposed to do when entering a room after her Master.  She quickly dropped to her knees and assumed her submissive pose.

“I’m sorry Sir,” she said.  “I forgot.  It won’t happen again.”  Nancy worried that Ray might keep her in this position for a long time as he had the day before.  She kept her eyes lowered and waited for Ray to tell her what to do next.

Ray kept Nancy in the uncomfortable pose for almost five minutes.  The strain was beginning to tell on her as a light sheen of sweat broke out on her forehead.  She knew she should be able hold this pose for at least thirty minutes but after the last two days her body was drained and her muscles were no longer able to sustain the effort for very long.

Finally Ray said, “Relax Pet.  You can get up and sit at the table this morning.”

As Nancy pulled her legs together and used her hands to push herself up, Ray poured her a cup of coffee. 

When Nancy had seated herself Ray said, “Nancy we need to have a talk.”

Nancy’s head jerked up at his use of her name.  She knew they were no longer in the Master/Submissive mode.

“Okay,” Nancy responded.   “What do you want to talk about?” 

Ray looked at her and was silent for almost a minute. Nancy began to shift nervously in her chair and for some reason found herself blushing as she thought about the fact that she was sitting at her table naked and Ray was fully clothed. 

Ray saw the blush and intuitively he knew what had caused it.  When he was the Master and she the submissive, it didn’t bother her anymore to be naked in his presence but now that he had cued her back to a more normal world, she was embarrassingly conscious of that fact. 

Ray waited for her to quit blushing before he spoke again.  “Nancy, I need to know what you are thinking when we are together and not role playing.  I can be your Master 24/7 but do not want to be in absolute control all the time.  I must have times when we interact on a personal basis that is not associated with you being submissive and me being the Master.  I have fallen in love with you and want to give you everything you need but I am not capable of being a strict, sadistic Master all the time.  If you need that kind of relationship, I am afraid this arrangement won’t work out.”

Nancy sat there stunned for almost a full minute before she spoke.  “I don’t need you humiliating me, or punishing me, or ordering me to do things all the time.  What I do need is a man that is strong and smart, who can be my Master 24/7 and when he feels the need to become the directive, demanding master, can do so and not lose control so that I am seriously injured or killed.  I also need that man to be kind to me and love me for me not just my submissiveness.  One who thinks about me and my needs as much as he does for his needs and desires.  I am sure I have found that man in you.  Have I done something wrong to cause you to feel we need this conversation again?  I thought we had a mutual feeling of love and an understanding of what our relationship would be.”

Ray watched her carefully as she gave this little speech and did not smile at her as he often did when she expressed her feelings for him.  Nancy was now becoming afraid and tears began to cloud her eyes.  She looked down so Ray would not see that she was nearly crying.

Ray reached out and raised her chin.  “Look at me Nancy.  What I have to say is important and I need to see your eyes when I say it.  Now, I have fallen madly in love with you.  My greatest desire in life is to be the man you think I am.  I am afraid that I might turn out to not be that man.  I can’t always come up with new and unique ways to meet your submissive needs.  Some of them will become more of a routine and I don’t want you getting frustrated and finally telling me I am not meeting your needs any longer.  You have a significantly high level of tolerance for pain and I do not want to inflict that on you just to meet your masochistic needs.  I can do that on occasion but most of the time it will be for punishment and as I have said it will be severe enough that you will need to use your safe word to get it to stop.  What I really want is for you to love me for me as a person as well as for me the Master.  I truly enjoy what we do but I am not willing to make it a constant way of life when we are out of the workplace.  The one aspect of this arrangement that would remain constant is your nakedness in this apartment, my apartment, or a hotel room.  I love looking at your gorgeous body and knowing that it is at my disposal anytime.  My question for you is can you accept a more normal relationship the majority of the time we are together?”

As Ray was saying these things, the tears began to roll down her cheeks.  “She stood up and moved to Ray’s side of the table.  She pushed him back from the table so she could sit in his lap.  Nancy wrapped her arms around his neck and then leaned down and gave him a deep kiss.  After she broke the kiss she said, “Does that answer your question?”

Again Ray didn’t smile but did reach out and pinch her left nipple hard.  Nancy hissed and almost pulled away but gained control and didn’t move.  Ray then leaned forward and kissed her back.  Once he finished the kiss, he leaned back and let go of her nipple.  “Alright then we will continue to give our relationship a chance to grow.  Now I want you to go get dressed but without a bra or panties.  Make it somewhat conservative but not prudish.  We are going out for brunch.”

Nancy gave him a quick kiss and whispered in his ear, “I love you Sir.” 

Ray immediately dropped her to the floor and said, “Did I call you Pet?  Did I give you a reason to call me Sir?  Would you call any of your other men friends or dates Sir?  That is what I am talking about.  You seem to have a need to always react in the submissive mode.  I can’t be there all the time!” 

Nancy began to cry openly now and sobbing said, “’m sorry Ray.  I thought when you had ordered me to get dressed in a certain way we were back to the master/submissive mode.  I will try harder not to confuse those times.”

Ray was thunderstruck as he listened to her response!  She was right!  He had given an order not a request or suggestion.  He had fallen into the master mode himself.  Now the guilt was strong in him.  Maybe he couldn’t do this after all. 

Nancy lay on the floor crying and finally Ray bent over and picked her up in his arms.

“I’m sorry Nancy. You are absolutely right.  I did revert to the Master role.  Your confusion is my fault!  Look, I think the only way for this to work is for us to just agree that I will be the Master and you will be the submissive all the time 24/7.  I will direct how I want you to behave and you will just try to follow my lead.  If you are not sure how I want you to respond you have permission to clarify your position without fear of punishment.  Do you think that will work?”

Nancy’s crying had almost stopped and she had laid her head on his shoulder as her hiccupping cries died down.  She nodded her head and finally Ray smiled.  He even felt better as he now really understood what his part was in this special relationship. 

Ray carried Nancy to the bathroom and turning on the shower, pushed her into it and under the warm water.  He told Nancy to wash up and he would be right back.  Nancy nodded her head and began to wash her hair and face.  By the time she was finished, Ray had returned with a medium sized butt plug and a small pair of nipple clamps. 

Ray dried Nancy off and then had her bend over so he could insert the plug.  Nancy did so and gasped a little as Ray shoved the butt plug up her ass.  He then had her stand up and turn around.  Taking her right nipple in his hand he pulled and teased her right nipple until it was hard and standing rigidly out from her tit.  He placed a clamp on it and tightened it down until Nancy gave a small moan of pain.  He then did the same to the left nipple. 

Now get dressed as I directed earlier Pet.  “Nancy gave a small smile and immediately left to get herself dressed. 

Ray waited patiently for Nancy’s return and when she did he again was taken with her beauty.  She had chosen a light blue blouse with a navy blue cardigan sweater over it.  She wore a blue and red plaid skirt that came to just above her knees. She had brushed her hair out and was wearing it in a lose ponytail.  She had applied just a bit of makup that helped to cover her slightly swollen and red rimmed eyes from all her crying.  All in all she was fantastic. 

Seeing Ray’s reaction to her entrance Nancy relaxed and even gave him one of her fabulous smiles.  “Do I meet with your approval Sir?”

Ray gave a big smile and said, “You exceed my most demanding expectations.”

Saying that, he took her arm and led her out to the car and had helped in.  She quickly looked at Ray to see if she was to raise her skirt and Ray smiled and shook his head no. “Just sit down Nancy.  The only thing you are going to have to deal with now is the butt plug and clamps.  I do not plan to try and embarrass or humiliate you.  I expect you to order for yourself and behave in as normal a manner as you can given your circumstances.” 

Ray then went around to the drivers seat and started the car.  As they were pulling out of the driveway Nancy asked, “Where are we going for brunch?”

Ray smiled and said, “It is a surprise.” 

Nancy asked a couple of more leading questions but Ray just ignored her and kept on driving.  Nancy quit trying to get Ray to tell her where they were going and began to pay attention to where they were. She realized they were on the Seward Highway heading south out of Anchorage.  Suddenly Nancy knew where they were going.  She squealed with delight and said, “We’re going to Alyeska Resort aren’t we?” 

Ray laughed and said, “Yes my love, we are going to their Sunday Brunch.” 

Now Nancy was excited.  She had heard about their Sunday Brunch but had never had the chance to go the 35 miles south of Anchorage to try it out.  She was now going to get a chance to see for herself if it was everything people said it was. 

Forty minutes later Ray turned into the resort parking lot.  He came around and opened the door for Nancy and taking her arm walked up the steps into the main hotel lobby.  He led Nancy through the lobby and into the dining room.  The Hostess asked if they had a reservation and Ray said yes and gave his name.  They were escorted to a table on the far side by a window that overlooked the gondola lift and landscaped grounds of the resort.  They had just been seated when an attractive waitress appeared at their table and asked if they wanted to order from a menu or if they were going to have the buffet brunch.  Ray told her they were having the buffet but would like some orange juice and coffee as well.  Ray then guided Nancy to the buffet area and they filled their plates with assorted fruits and delicious foods. 

As they ate, Ray often would glance at Nancy and each time he saw she was enjoying her meal and had a sort of half smile on her face.  They didn’t talk much as they ate but quietly enjoyed the wonderful food.  When Ray couldn’t eat any more, he pushed his plate away and sat back as he drank the last of the coffee in his cup.  Nancy had finished a little before Ray and just sat quietly as she watched Ray finish eating.  She couldn’t believe her luck in finding such a wonderful man.  He was what she had been searching for all her adult life.  He had taken control of her life down to the smallest detail and she loved it.  Never had she met a man who could give her the pleasure and control she needed the way Ray did.  She knew he truly cared for her and even when he was punishing her, she knew he loved her and wouldn’t do her permanent harm. 

After they had spent a leisurely two hours eating chatting about mundane things Ray said it was time to go.  He stood up and then surprised Nancy by holding her chair and helping her to stand up.  He then took her arm and led her out of the lodge and back to their car.  Once in the car he made Nancy lift her sweater and unbutton her blouse.  When her blouse was opened and pushed back on her shoulders her tits were prominently displayed.  The nipples were a deep purple and Ray knew she would be in some pain when he released the clamps and let full circulation return.  He quickly loosened the clamp on her left nipple and Nancy hissed with pain as the blood rushed into her abused nipple.  It felt like someone had stuck a needle in her nipple and was twisting it around.  Just as the pain was receding, Ray took the clamp off her right nipple.  She again hissed in pain as sharp shooting pains tried to escape out the end of her nipple.  After several minutes the sharp pain had left but her nipples were tender and sore.  Ray pulled her blouse closed and buttoned it up.  He then pulled her sweater back down.  Nancy squirmed as the silky blouse rubbed against her tender nipples.  In spite of the irritation, they became quite hard and the stimulus was even more painful for her.

Ray drove without comment the entire way back to Anchorage.  Nancy sat and watched the landscape and let her mind wander.  She was successful in freeing her mind and just sat as if in a trance.  It was very relaxing and before she knew it, they were parking in her carport.  Ray told her to stay seated.  He got out and came around the car to open the door for her.  She looked up at Ray’s face to see if she were to do something special but Ray just stood there waiting to take her hand as she got out of the car.  Holding her hand, he led her to the apartment.  He unlocked and opened the door. 

Just as Nancy stepped through the door, Ray grabbed her up in his arms and carried her into the apartment proper.  Nancy was so surprised she couldn’t even make a sound.  Ray set her on the love seat and then sat down beside her.  He leaned over and began to gently blow in her ear and give her little french kisses on the neck.  Nancy struggled not to giggle.  Soon Ray’s attentions began to have an effect on Nancy’s body.  Her breathing quickened and she turned to Ray and took his face in her hands and began to give him the most passionate kiss she had ever given.  They continued to pet and neck until both of them were in a high state of sexual arousal.  It was then that Ray lifted her sweater and removed it.  He then took off her blouse and unzipped her skirt. She was now naked and he took her in his arms and carried her to the bedroom.  Once there Nancy reached out and tentatively started to unbutton Ray’s shirt.  When he didn’t object she continued undressing him.  She shortly had him naked as well and then she knelt down and took his hard manhood in her mouth. 

Ray allowed her to lick him and gently suck on his cock until he knew if he didn’t stop her he would cum in her mouth.  He reached down and gently lifted her up and then taking her face in his hands gave her a deep passionate French kiss.  He then laid her down on the bed and began to make slow sensuous love to her body.  Nancy writhed in pleasure and ran her hand over Ray’s naked body.  They spent the next two hours making slow pleasurable love to each other.  Nancy climaxed at least three times and Ray twice.

Nancy knew Ray was capable of this type of lovemaking but they had never done it before now.  Even though her climaxes were not the mind blowing ones Ray gave her when she was in the submissive role, she truly enjoined the softer more gentle ones he gave her. 

They lay quietly for awhile in the soft afterglow of an extended lovemaking session.  Finally Ray rolled over and looked at the clock.  It was after 6:00 p.m. and Ray needed to be at the airport by 7:00 p.m. to catch his plane back to Juneau.  He rolled off the bed and padded to the bathroom to shower and clean up.  He instructed Nancy to gather his things and pack him up for his trip back.  Nancy’s eyes grew misty as she realized that this wonderful weekend was over.  She knew she would miss Ray terribly but things had to get back to normal some time.  She now realized that that was what Ray was trying to do when he made slow passionate love to her instead of resorting to the master/submissive roles.  She sighed and began to gather Ray’s clothes and repack them for the trip back.  By the time Ray had finished his shower, Nancy had him packed except for his toilet kit.  He brought it out of the bathroom with him and Nancy put it in his suitcase and closed it up.  With the bondage equipment out of it, it was fairly light.  Ray told Nancy to put on her clothes and drive him to the airport.  She complained that she needed to shower first but Ray turned her face up to him and holding her attention he said,  “I gave you an order.  You are not to complain or argue.  If you do, I will have to punish you.  Remember our conversation earlier today?  I am always in charge.  Now do as I told you.” 

Nancy looked down guiltily and said, “Yes Sir.”  She quickly hurried to comply.  Once she was dressed in the clothes she wore earlier, Ray had her lead the way to the car.  On the way to the airport, Ray reminded her she was to check her email each morning to see what clothes Ray had chosen for her and to always be ready to follow his commands.  Nancy responded with “Yes Sir.  I know what you expect and I will do my best to meet your expectations.  May I speak openly?”  Ray nodded his head and Nancy said,  “This weekend was everything I had anticipated.  I will miss you terribly but as long as you stay connected to me via phone and email, I will be able to contain my needs.  When are you planning to come back?” 

Ray smiled and said, “Sometime next month.  I am not just sure yet.  It will depend on how well the new organizational plan I outlined last week goes.  When are you heading to the lower forty eight again?”

Nancy told him she was going week after next.  Was he scheduled to be South then too?  Maybe they could meet up in Seattle again.  Ray told her he wasn’t scheduled to go South for another month.  Nancy’s face fell as she had hoped he was going to be in Seattle at the same time as she.  They had arrived at the airport departing passenger zone by this time so Ray got out and grabbed his bags.  He walked around the car and leaned down and kissed Nancy as she sat in the drivers seat looking so forlorn.  He smiled and as he turned away he said, “Don’t forget our new friend in Seattle. Plan an extra day or two for her.”  He then turned and entered the airport. 

Nancy sat for moment thinking about what Ray said and then smiling she started up the car and left the airport.  All the way home, she thought about the young good looking woman who had given herself to them when they were in Seattle and what she could teach her about being a submissive.  She decided she would make her return schedule work so she was in Seattle Friday night and would leave on Sunday night for Anchorage.  As soon as she got home she cranked up her computer and fired off an email to “Julie” telling her when she was coming to Seattle and to be ready to spend the weekend with her. She ended up going to bed with a smile on her lips and naughty thoughts bouncing around in her head.